MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU

Guess this means you're sorry

You're standing at my door

Guess this means you take back All you said before

Like how much you wanted

Anyone but me

Said you'd never come back

But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me

And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me

And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you Is so disfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can’t let you go Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me

And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

MOVED!!!

hi all,

my new blog...

www.von-justme.blogspot.com

had a damn bad mood this few days. but i didn't wan it to affect CY so i decided to write it here.
sometimes i really feel like running away from you.but if i really turned away what woud happen??? and i really don wish to do that too. i love you being by my side, doing things together, talking rubbish on e phone, making me laugh as if there is no tomorroww. but i really wish i had a real normal normal normal relationship. im afraid i cant meet up to your expectation. to me this is wad you are asking is really huge to me real huge and i don think im able to do it. it's not like i don wanna give in but..... i just cant. im sorry!

when you talk abt her, im affected though i don seems so
when you talk abt bring me home, im afraid like i nv felt before
when you talk abt us, i feel guilty and upset sometimes and wondering if it's better if we didnt start.
when you look str8 into my eyes, it's like only you exist in the whole world
when you be nice to me, im afraid i might lose you one day
when you hold me in your arms, i didnt wan to let go
when your lips touchs mine, i wish we could freeze that moment.
when i see you tired or upset, i felt bad too like i was link to you
when i see you smile, i felt sweet


im sorry baby if i have not been doing my part. im afraid like wad you said i'll be tired of giving one day.
i don wish to go to that day. never. ever since you said that this words had being playing in my head. like playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing playing 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it seems like it cant stop.........................................

HELLO 2009:)

i hope it would be a good year for everyone!!! and the market too

and to all nothing to do terrorist haa

but it dont seems like a good start for thailand

and me haas:) i still misses you,remembering the little things we've done

and said to me. i will nv forget how i fall for you over a sentence

whether it's true or not it does not matter.

but life still move on without you and i

guess you are oso trying hard to move on without her.

i think everyone is not in the mood to work

haas:) including me!!!

im updating my blog during office hours...

OOOPPPPPPSSSSSS! did i? haas

gtg back to work.

misses:)

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nowadays so busy haas:)
too tired to even go out. OMG i have not gone shopping
for like DAMN longg i miss shopping:)

I've GOT MY RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL 1 and MATHS 2 YAYYY:)

i wasn't happy at first cause i saw my maths

BUT ALMOST THE WHOLE CLASS PASS ONLY ONE SUBJECT

so i think i SHOULD be happy i guess

haas:) going to have lots of dinner

getting F-A-T

work work work

Yesterday was the first day of work.
YAY:) haas damn boring of course cause its e first day
but all i do see watch tv read the papers and play games
wahahahaha:P but today my table is pile up by lots and lots of doc
when im suppose to start tomorrow haas
so tomorrow is gonna be a busy day haas:) i'll see lots and lots of invoices.
haas:) but im looking forward to it!

im so damn tired in the afternoons
still haven switch my timing over frm 7am slp to 7am wake up
this is the first time i love working so much haas:)
cause staying at home is really really damn BORING
while others are working.

haas now i put your name ONLY ok????(jin)


i miss jin:)


hey anyone out there working in city hall?(i cant rem le)
msg me for lunch!!!!!! haas:) the enviroment there is SO FEMALE
haas:) so you better be a guy

i'll stop here.
night night everyone
don fall off your bed haas:)(i cant stop being lame nowadays)
hugg:p

stay away!

Recently i don know wads with my luck... my phone kept ringing during e weekend
e people who i wish to msg me not even a single shit but those irritating one kept on calling and calling hai... i hate guys THEY ARE ALL JERKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All guys in e world it's e same all they know is SEX!!! SEX!!! SEX!!!
fuck you all!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everytime fuck finish den throw one side...
During the weekend there is this guy crazy like hell
he has got mental problem or wad act like he is going to my husband crazy lo
wad house condo money even maid wth........
no gals wan him isit?! no wonder so desperate
and yest someone offer me $300 for this
think i wad 'JI' ar dare to tok to me again i see one time 'gan' one time ar
and he said who wish to try out with him jus watch only $200 haas:)
"WHO NEEDS SOME EASY MONEY??? CAN FIND ME I INTRO LOTS ON THE LIST!!!"
haas:) you all fucking jerks pls fuck off! STOP ALL THOSE SEX TALKS!!!
money big fuck ar... count yourself unlucky if you meet me! i will smash that balls of yours.
last time i would still entertain you all but now i have got no mood ok...
SO better stay away from me!!!! AND stop msgin me in msn or wadeva it is!!!!
well, i got this fantasy
Lionheart says:
i would like to have a gal watch me while i mast. just watch only lah...
Lionheart says:
if she willing to wear sth skimpy, then all the more better
Lionheart says:
n im willing to offer some incentives for any gal who willing to help me try it out

misses....

im bored.........
i miss lots and lots of ppl!!!
i miss my darling ski
i miss my leon
i miss my mao mao
i miss kenny
i miss u jin
i miss my darling cousins li & xijie
haas:) i miss you all fuckin lots
i love you all*muacks! haas:)

haas:) mao mao you stop kidding with me la
haa:) you know wad i toking abt ar haas:)
say want meet me oso nv LIAR!!!!
haa nvm la you going doctor again hor
let me know ok:)

In this world there is imperfection but there is perfection too
there is no perfect things,people,relationship,explanation,love...etc
but still there is by learning to look at it perfectly so it would be perfect

we are impossible* it is my imperfect life
but in my imperfect life i met someone so perfect like you
that made it perfect.

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was staring at my phone is class today

and one of my gf told me

gf:"von, have you ever thought of moving on?"

me:"yup of course!"

gf:"den... do it!"

i was like WTH!!!

HELLO!!!! it's easier said den done



but



i think it's time to move on....

maybe i should take it as a unrealistic "dream"

that will never meant to be.

tried to believe something might changed

but i think it's just a naive thinking of mine

now facing this cruel and ruthless reality.

To me it has gone so much further den i thought

but to you it has never started.

This few weeks my life have become very very very peaceful lo

haas:) that casey tay is not irritating me le im so so so gald haas

:) but that ooi u jin is oso not msgin me:( today i msg him but...

didn't know wad to say haiya anyway i don think he give a damn

abt me so nvm.

WHERE IS MY JIN????

ASSHOLE!!!!



I HATE YOU...



:von:

i think someone is going to take m9 lo
it's been almost going 3 weeks i nv see someone le lo
*ANGRY*and 1 week since he msg me lo
forever busy to meet me ONLY!
and only when he is SUPER SUPER SUPER ....etc
bored den msg me one lo
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

:von:

miss my cute little face haas:)

OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

i met sec bro today!!!! and jo, aunt,li and BABY!!!!

haas:) jovin wearing my sunglass cute worz!!!

bye bye

::bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye::


I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And soon as you reach a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And I'm right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye


::bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye::

2/10/08

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EVON IS BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





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1 year 5 months has passed....our memories still lingers in my head
it totally haunt me like a shadow, every song, every word, every place,
everything of ours. tried hard but i always fall to square one.
i didn't think i would believe you........



THIS WORD WOULD NEVER APPEAR IN MY DICTIONARY

:von:

27/9/08

met li today!

:von:

26/9/08

I MISS MY BIBI!!!

25/9/08

i had a wierd dream yest....
haas:) i cant rem wad was it
i went crew room and the same old things
again haas:) my pool session, chatting, singing
but was quite bored yest....
mood not that good...

i feel weird this days.. i cant find the reason why
i dunno wad am i thinking bout
and i got lots and lots of mood swing
im not doing anything
not picking up phones
cant sleep well
cant eat well

EMOTIONLESS

I try to believe in things I can't see,
But is there even hope for me?
My back is up against a wall,
And it's hard for me to keep standing tall.

:von: