sorrie

few days ago something surprising happened. that asshole msged me, its like once in a blue moon lo
but at night he got himself drunk and called me and said alot of rubbish. im sorry that day cant be dere for you. but you asked me if you or him is more important? seriously there's noone who can make me smile like you do. our relationship has been fading away like time. but i hope you ask me cause its important to you not jus to compare.

almost everyday i would go to your blog and take a look but alot of times i realized so what if i know how you feel and do. i cant help with anything at all and i oso realize you have a group of good friends that would be dere thats y im so not important to you cause you can find anyone. hope you know you are the best guy i ever met (though you always bully me) and your ex might not know how to treasure you so don give up look ahead there might be someone out there for you. if you happen to see my blog im sorry! really! vlm = von loves miguel i juz wanna be dere for you when you are really down. maybe you might think its stupid but at least i get to know the slightest things of your life.


..im gald you told me we cant meet though i really wan to but i would always feel being used after that i know that is not wad you meant but i cant stop feeling that. Everytime you need me you would pop out of nowhere den disappear i hate losing you again and again..