me me me!!!!

August 20, 2008

why?

I get up and out of bed, Try to forget all those things we said.
It's now over for good, I promised myself to leave it right there here I stood.
People always tell me things will get better, But I find myself writing you half a letter.
When did we start to drift apart, You left me not knowing where to start.
I am here now trying to find out how to survive, And struggling to just keep myself alive.
I remember the first time we met,Everything was so right.
But those are just long lost memories of mine, Maybe this is our life design.
I spent so many days cold and lonely, I believed that you were my one and only.
There are some things in my head I'll take to my grave, But it won't be all that love that I gave. You made me so emotionless, And you gave me all this stupid stress.
I try to believe in things I can't see, But is there even hope for me!
My back is up against a wall, And it's hard for me to keep standing tall.
Life just isn't worth it anymore, You left me standing at the door.
You said it's time to say goodbye, And I just wondered... why?