*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* yesterday *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*: September 2008

September 28, 2008

1 year 5 months has passed....our memories still lingers in my head
it totally haunt me like a shadow, every song, every word, every place,
everything of ours. tried hard but i always fall to square one.
i didn't think i would believe you........

THIS WORD WOULD NEVER APPEAR IN MY DICTIONARY

:von:

27/9/08

met li today!

:von:

September 27, 2008

26/9/08

I MISS MY BIBI!!!

September 25, 2008

25/9/08

i had a wierd dream yest....
haas:) i cant rem wad was it
i went crew room and the same old things
again haas:) my pool session, chatting, singing
but was quite bored yest....
mood not that good...

i feel weird this days.. i cant find the reason why
i dunno wad am i thinking bout
and i got lots and lots of mood swing
im not doing anything
not picking up phones
cant sleep well
cant eat well

EMOTIONLESS

I try to believe in things I can't see,
But is there even hope for me?
My back is up against a wall,
And it's hard for me to keep standing tall.

:von:

September 24, 2008

Screammmm...............

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg!!!!! did you all see it?!

jin wrote: who is stealing my von?

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

hahahahahahahahahaha:)

ssssssssooooooooo sweet lo haas:) if only it's real

oh i think im going crazy over this

STRANGER in my life lo

Today my mood super good lo

took some pics

haa:) went to class den dinner with a friend

BUT!

not my "bibi"

*sigh*

BUT!

nvm cause i saw the message

hahahahaha:):):)

my teacher today damn cute la

haa:) i told him i lazy to write

den he ask me to take photo of the board

haas:) funny lo and he himself oso took it

we two look stiff ar haas:)

:von:

September 22, 2008

Confused~.~

if you are attached BUT!
there is another.....BUT!
another does not feel
the same .
wad would you do???
haas:) if me ar???
i don know le....
give up lo
earlier the better haas:)

To ski!!!!
i saw your blog lo
haas:)
all you know is PARTY!!!
ya ya ya you not player
just another player that
doesn't wan to admit the
FACT!!!!!!!!!!!
haas:)

:von:

22/9/08

CHELSEA VS MAN U 1-1
haas:) i was sick past few days so did not blog
and i didn't do much things too
just EAT SLEEP EAT SLEEP EAT SLEEP
haas:) but yest went to watch the match haa
i was drag by some ppl and met li and mel
haa and baby!!! den we had dinner together
and some crazy talks that i couldn't stop laughing.

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS
omg they are coming........

September 19, 2008

pics

playing with ande small bro

me going crew room that day

i drew this haas:) starrs....

yvonne yvonne yvonne yvonne!!!!!

19/9/08

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
ATTENTION EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got a news!!!!!!!!
K-E-R-V-O-N L-I-M
appear here omg omg omg omg omg
ok im going crazy haas:)
it kervon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
screammmmmmmmmmm..........
ok i must cool down...
haas:)
this few days no pics lo
siannnnnnnnnnnnn
i got nth to write le just tel you all
kervon was here lo hahahahahahahaha
i must be crazy rite?! wadeva lo

"bibi"!!!! haas:)misses!
:von:
mood:ccccccrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyy.......

September 16, 2008

home!!!!

can anyone pls pls pls entertain me?

wa....................................................

for the past few days i hav being doing nth lo

My daily routine

3pm-wake up

3.30-eat

4pm-stuck on the com

4.30-shuffling

5pm-still shuffling

5.30-still shuffling

6pm-bath

6.30-com

7pm-com

7.30-eat

den from 8pm onwards is the com till 7.30am

Y V O N N E I S B O R E D D.............

and today got sch omg!!!

haas nvm i shall see if i going crew room today

hahahahahahah:)

working is tired and boringg

but not working more boring lo

wa yesterday chat on the phone with "bi" haas:)

den he really sound tired and he fell asleep early

so poor thingg. *sayang*sayang*

miss this cute little face

:von:

September 15, 2008

blogging...

TO SKI!!!!!
you this big time player
that week come and kao pei
now got new girl AGAIN
damn.......... forget it

TO CASEY TAY!!!!!
can you stop stop stop stop
irritating me?!
when will you stop?
y you jus like to spoil my day?!
can you pls pls pls pls
move far far far far far
away from me?!
don make me avoid you lo
you got no fucking brain is it?
e last time i did not say clear enough is it?!
everytime i say you
you still can act like nothing happen
pls la you know it VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN WELL
that it's impossible so stop harassing me......
i no need ur care concern or even gift or even money ok
pls........... im going crazy lo

if only...

today im like fucking fucking free....
haas:) it's good new and bad...
sigh*
happy tat i found out somethings
oh ya with regards of the previous post
i know one VERY IMPORTANT PERSON TOO...
haas:) that is O-O-I- U- J-I-N
big enough???? haa
omg it's 15th today..
ermmmm.... it 3yrs 5mths....
wow!!! that's long haiya forget abt it. it's the past
but i still rem everything single detail we had.
haas:) but im fine now! i had found someone
i think it's worth tresuring den you..

though i might not be the most important person
of your life but know tat you are to me.

For you jin. if only i could......

"I do cherish you, For the rest of my life, You don't have to think twice.
I will love you still, From the depth of my soul, It's beyond my control.
I've waited so long to say this to you, If your asking do I love you this much, I do."
"I do, cherish you, This much I know is true, For the rest of my life,
You don't have to think twice, I will, I'll always love you, Love you still,
This much I now is true, From the depth of my soul,
It's beyond my control. I've waited so long to say this to you,
If your asking do I love you this much... I do"

September 14, 2008

understanding gals....

When she stares at your mouth
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ Kiss her ]
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a
When she looks at you with doubt
dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger
[ Back yourself up ]
then you
When she says that she likes you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she starts cursing at you tryin
When she bumps into you
to act all tuff
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she tells you a secret
When she's quiet
[ keep it safe and untold ]
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
When she ignores you
[ dont look away until she does ]
[ Give her your attention ]
When she says it's over
When she pulls away
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
[ Pull her back ]
Stay on the phone with her even if
When you see her at her worst
[she's not saying anything.]
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When she's mad
When you see her start crying
[hug her tight and don't let go]
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When she says she's ok dont believe it,
When you see her walking
[talk with her]
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
When she's scared
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
[ Protect her ]
Watch her favorite show with her even if you think it's stupid.
When she steals your favorite hat
Let her wear your clothes.
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
Let her know she's important.
for a night]
[Kiss her in the pouring rain.]

**Tips**
read the pink one then the purple one
after reading do it to ur gal...

another boring day

my life is getting more and more boring lo
i just knew that i knew alot alot of guys
er....... like 100 over i think so haas:)
all the jeffrey chris eugene ricky gleen gavin mingsong edgar dave yiheng simon roy alan rick davis ivan weijie eric desmond zhenling gray melvin isaac joel joshua guochuang keith wayne stephen vince tianchen xing weien casey jack
OMG!!! ii only can rem tis few haas:)
haas:)

:von:
mood:bored!

September 13, 2008

after edit nicer lo

haas:) it's ugly now

omg damn itchy

skin all peeling

and COLOUR OSO

FADING!!!!!!!

haas:) yayy!

after it fade i will take another pic

for you all ok???

haas:) tokin to myself lo

:von:

mood:Contented:)

September 12, 2008

JOE [no one else come close]

Mmh mmh ma mmh oh girl

When we turn the lights.The two of us alone togther

Something's just not right But girl you i'll would never let another touch

Come between the two of us always

Cause no one else will ever take your place.

No else comes close to you No one make feel the way you do

You're so special girl to me and you always be eternally.

Everytime i hold you near you always say the words i love to hear

Girl with just one touch you could so much No one else comes close

And when i wake to The touch of your head on my shoulder

You're a dream come true yeah

Oh girl you know i'll always treasure every kiss and every day

I love girl in every way

And i always will cause in my eyes

No one else comes close

Damn i love you

MY INK!!!!!!!!

my ink!!!!!!!! not the best pic but ok la clear enough

starting i look at it i think

OMG im going to regret lo it's not that nice

BUT!

after i look at it more I LOVE IT!

cause i don like girly stuffs haas:)

so i put my fav star!!!!!

but it's only half a back:(

i wan the WHOLE back

but it's big la haas:) all the shading suck!!!

fuckin pain but worth la

haas:) comments pls.....

some says it not that good....

some like it....

some say it looks scary...

some say firece...cause it don suit my cute little face haaas:)

some say im BRAVE haas:)[the artist lo]

some say im so man... OMG haas:)

im still waiting for the colour to fade[waiting for the black & grey effect]

i hope hope hope hope "SOMEPPL"

will say nice la orelse i will feel so bad...

the thoughts

today i had a thought i think it sound stupid....
a thought of giving up i really wish to see an end
i said the wrong thing again...
im sorry maybe i think too much
from the very start i knew everything
i thought i would nv nv ever ever give up someone
who can giv me this feeling
but i duno how long i can still hold on....
all i wan is a ans.
maybe im being selfish
i should let go...
though i really love to continue
i duno even know when you would move on
i kept thinking... im a spare tyre
i know you do not mean that way
you told me i can wadeva i wan infront of you
but i don hav the courage
im afraid of saying the wrong things
things that you don like
things that will make you recall the past
things that will upset you
im sorry infront of you i juz cant be myself
i rather enjoy the sliences we have
the aguring , the stares, and all the vulgarities

You're the motivation i have to do anything

:von:
mood:stressed

September 9, 2008

8/9/08

im at home the whole day!
sian.. ssssoooo bored!
omg im going to put my my my my
tattoo haas:)but....
IM SORRY!!!!!
i juz cant control myself

of course i not getting this la but i love it!
haas:) who wants to get inked....
come come together la haas:)

::von::

September 8, 2008

7/9/08

ok jus now was a bad post........

today i had a not bad day haas:)

i wish the happiness last...

not jus for that moment

i hope the feeling is there and always there

maybe it's jus one sided but i hope

it's not and the day is nearing

though you still so bad haa

but oso seeing the gentle side of you

haa:) it's cute and nice

September 7, 2008

fuck!!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y do you like to spoil my day!!!!
i fucking fucking fucking fucking seriously fucking hate you!!!!!!
i swear seriously if i ever ever ever ever let you affect my mood
again i would fucking jump of the building!!!!!!
i duno y the fuck you can affect me this way lo
C A S E Y T A Y J I A N C H U A N !!!!!!!!!!!
i fucking tel you one last time
can you fucking get the fuck out of my fucking life
you seriously suck suck SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!
you get it?!

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
my whole fucking day is spoil by a F-U-C-K-E-R

ok i should calm down.... and stop all those fuck
anyway he's nth OMG!!!!
YVONNELIMHUIXIAN!!!!!
he is fuckin fuckin fuckin N O T H I N G!!!!!!!!

cooling down.......................
still cooling down....................
still cant cool down....................
i had a good day before that y? y? y? y? y?
now i feel like smashing the com
wa kaoz......
nabeicheebye la
gannina
fuck off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mood: SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING ANGRY AND PISSED!!!