the thoughts

today i had a thought i think it sound stupid....
a thought of giving up i really wish to see an end
i said the wrong thing again...
im sorry maybe i think too much
from the very start i knew everything
i thought i would nv nv ever ever give up someone
who can giv me this feeling
but i duno how long i can still hold on....
all i wan is a ans.
maybe im being selfish
i should let go...
though i really love to continue
i duno even know when you would move on
i kept thinking... im a spare tyre
i know you do not mean that way
you told me i can wadeva i wan infront of you
but i don hav the courage
im afraid of saying the wrong things
things that you don like
things that will make you recall the past
things that will upset you
im sorry infront of you i juz cant be myself
i rather enjoy the sliences we have
the aguring , the stares, and all the vulgarities


You're the motivation i have to do anything

:von:
mood:stressed