:: my day ::

darlinggs:))
missing you... look funny haas:)
waiting for casey to fetch me
waiting....
still waiting...
me & li
i look weird!!!! haas:)

ouchhh...
my hand pain!!!! it's swollen

haas:) tomorrow sure have i big big blue black....

today went out with li, melvin and casey

haas:) the show was damn funny

so many ppl screamimgg omg.

li wans me to go her hse tomorrow to

accompany her haas i wont go lo

LI your hse damn boring lo

i would rather you come mine haas:)

*y you nv reply?nvm it's ok*

w960i

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i love this phone!!!! but..... it's hard to use haas:)
love love love love love love love love love love love love love

really miss you loads:)
waiting is an agony
knowing we're impossible
knowing i'll nv be part of your world
knowing there's no end
but i still continued.

i cant even rem when it started
so much time has past
but im still here waiting
i don know wad i wan too
maybe i hav became numb
to all the "i don know"
and all the rejection.

it seems like i hav passed so much
but it's only been 2 mths plus

[[ one of your post said you wonder if another gal would come to you and say she love you forever and ever. You are right noone can promise forever. so i would say JIN I WILL LOVE YOU FOR AS LONG AS I CAN. no matter wad unless you don wish to have this love ]]

i really hope you will be the one holding my hands.

yesterday:)

i look ugly!!!!but i like the back ground:)

ski's cap

me and van:):):) my gf haas:)

:):):)
im back haas:)
not home yesterday
miss my doggy sssssssooooooo ssssssooooooo
ssssssssooooooo ssssssoooooooooo fuckin
much haa:
went town today again!!!
haas but bought a jacket omg!!!
haa thanks to leon's god father
THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
den went crew room
haa had fun takin pics with van
and my pool session with every single one
haas:) den went eat after 330
den HOME SWEET HOME!!!
OMG i had night madness
i was like going crazy lo
TOTALLY like mad woman
im bored now at home:(

*yawns*

PS: haa i was joking la im ok w/o any present haa BUT i still wan one from YOU!!![ jin ]

21 aug

haa:) i got a bday present frm my casey
OMG it's like fuckin huge lo but it's cute:)

PS:casey you still owe me alot of things ar!!!

i went to eat eat eat haa

im fat now!!

bday celebration

haa:) for the past 2 days i hav loads and loads of fun

on the eve of my bday i when out with ande and we wanted to go for the flyer

but did not hahahaha:) den later in the night met my 2 darlingg leon and ski:)

they came to my house and we did not slp and i have like the most boring bday

haa we went to eat den at 5am in e morning they want play bball

hahahahahah:) den we went damn tired lo. came back all say don wan slp

cause leon said wanted to go to fish spa haa the end all slp like PIGG:x

and that ski keep beating me when she slp WTH!! and poor ande slp on the floor

it's all your fault SKI!!! haa

we woke up, leon and ski bought me to a taiwan resturant to eat

the food dere damn nicee lo haa:) den we went walk walk.... den

we went bugis and they shopped! haa den met another friend and ande

den we went eat haa den pool den eat againn hahaha:)

den me and ande went leon's hse den we played card all night

omgg:) damn tired den breakfast with leon god father @ yum cha

haa:) damn full lo den we all went home:)

*it's like i went for 2 day tour damn tired lo*

but i enjoyed their company haa:)

they make me laugh like hell lo

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

yesterday went holland v

haas:) went there to eat and shop shop

i bought 1 jacket,1skirt,6 tops.

yayy:)

haas:) i love SHOPPING!!!



2 more fuckin days to my bday!

so excited!!! but omg...

im only like SEVENTEEN!!!!

hahahaahahahahahaah!



tonight im going for a dinner at M hotel

haa:) duno if nice not?

yayy:) food food food

i love eating!!


nd to my darling ski

you this irritaing ass

wa wake me up so early

hahaha! mus be miss me lots lo

haa:) keeping calling me

and promoting your underwear

haha like as if i will buy?! haa

ok la you are not that irritaing la

haa:) mus entertain me everynight ok

I LOVE YOU!!

why?

I get up and out of bed, Try to forget all those things we said.

It's now over for good, I promised myself to leave it right there here I stood.

People always tell me things will get better, But I find myself writing you half a letter.

When did we start to drift apart, You left me not knowing where to start.

I am here now trying to find out how to survive, And struggling to just keep myself alive.

I remember the first time we met,Everything was so right.

But those are just long lost memories of mine, Maybe this is our life design.

I spent so many days cold and lonely, I believed that you were my one and only.

There are some things in my head I'll take to my grave, But it won't be all that love that I gave. You made me so emotionless, And you gave me all this stupid stress.

I try to believe in things I can't see, But is there even hope for me!

My back is up against a wall, And it's hard for me to keep standing tall.

Life just isn't worth it anymore, You left me standing at the door.

You said it's time to say goodbye, And I just wondered... why?

today!!!

there is this idiot smalll boy fuck!!!
he step on my shoe 4 times and i got this blue black
irritating!!!
yest was i nice day yet not very nice i went out at night
haas:) nth to write le
birthday coming!!!
I WAN W960I!!!!!!!!
who will buy for me?
hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
whoever buy for me i will love them like hell lo
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
ahahahahaha!!!!
wadeva la

love love* remember i'll always love you!!!

True love???what is true love???
i don think i will never know what's that,how it feels or wadeva
then wad's forever??
i don know it either
im so sick of r/s with the wrong person
i've thought i found you
but the end it is NO!
is it really hard to find the one??
i think it's impossible
every single word said in the r/s
those forever,marriage,promises and etc
im not going to take that in. really!

someone made me believe in forever once
but sad to say it's another lie.
we went through so many damn things together
but the end wad i see is not our forever
but you having another one saying all those
you said to me to her.

now there's still one tryin to recover from that hurt
i wanted to go near but oso afraid.
i think the best thing is not to
im afraid i would not be able to stand another
heartbreak ya who would wan it.

aaahhhhh! wadeva la
fuck it.

15 aug

haa:) today i had a quite fun day
know new friends hahahahahahahaha!!!
my cupboard like broke apart
ahahahahahaha too many clothes le
wtf den went to buy i new one
haa:) den went out with friend
den another friend hahahahahaha
den back home met rachel
play viwawa till like now haa:)
now so bored going slp sssssoooooonnnnn!!!




[[As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh

Chorus

I can't imagine me without You]]

13 aug

i miss asshole!!!


*i'll be there for you
this five words i swear to you
when you breathe i wanna be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'll live and die for you
i'll steal stars frm the sky for you
words cant say wad love can do
i'll be there for you*

birthday!!!

OMG!!! my bday is coming nearer and nearer le so happy:)
haa:) i wonder wad will it be like??? haa ming yan bday oso same as me duno wad to buy for her lo
two 23rd aug haa
today is a fuckin boring day yest went li's hse stay over
haa:) that pig always leave me alone de lo
only know how to slp slp slp den saw baby haa sssssssoooooo cute
and melvin mum omg she is like damn fuckin noisy la cant even slp
so damn tired den met ande came back home and slp again haa
we woke up @ like 7 in the evening haa like pig lo den we clean the whole room
wa kaoz damn dirty la wahahahaha!!!


that asshole know who is vlm le
not fun le wadeva its better too
that asshole now toking to me in msn
so idiotic lo haa ASSHOLE

sorrie

few days ago something surprising happened. that asshole msged me, its like once in a blue moon lo
but at night he got himself drunk and called me and said alot of rubbish. im sorry that day cant be dere for you. but you asked me if you or him is more important? seriously there's noone who can make me smile like you do. our relationship has been fading away like time. but i hope you ask me cause its important to you not jus to compare.

almost everyday i would go to your blog and take a look but alot of times i realized so what if i know how you feel and do. i cant help with anything at all and i oso realize you have a group of good friends that would be dere thats y im so not important to you cause you can find anyone. hope you know you are the best guy i ever met (though you always bully me) and your ex might not know how to treasure you so don give up look ahead there might be someone out there for you. if you happen to see my blog im sorry! really! vlm = von loves miguel i juz wanna be dere for you when you are really down. maybe you might think its stupid but at least i get to know the slightest things of your life.


..im gald you told me we cant meet though i really wan to but i would always feel being used after that i know that is not wad you meant but i cant stop feeling that. Everytime you need me you would pop out of nowhere den disappear i hate losing you again and again..

sianzzz

boringboringboring!
today went class totally boring
but after that went holland v to eat
haas:) i love food!!!
no wonder i am like
sssssssssssssssooooooooooooooo
fuckin fat. wa kaoz need
go on diet le heehee
orelse noone wans le:(

[[if i gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
you're my all.]]

You never go
Your always here (suffocating me)
Under my skin
I cannot run away
Fading slowly

I'd give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Loving you again
I know it's already over, already over now

My best defense, running from you
I can't resist, take all you want from me
Breaking slowly

I'd give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Loving you again
I know it's already over, already over now!

You're all I'm reaching for
It's already over
All I'm reaching for!
It's already over now

I'd give it all to you
I offer up my soul
It's already over, already over now!

Give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Loving you again!
I know it's already over now!
It's already over now!
I know it's already over, already over

pianopianopiano:)

Today i got a new keyboard yayy:) i wanted it so much a long time ago. All thanks to casey:)
THANK YOU!!! i kept playing with it frm 1am till now 4hrs already. ssssssssoooooooo damn tired
haa:) but it feel so good at least i wont be sitting dere thinkin abt an ASSHOLE!!! don know wads so good but you that can make me fall so deeply for you.talking abt that asshole we haven met for quite sometime i think you most probably have forgotten all abt me:S nvm anyway im nt important to you at all.nt even one msg, msn or wadeva shit! WA KAOZ!!!!!!!!!! ASSHOLE YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
but really miss you ssssssssooooooooo muchh.i miss that smile, the SHORT hair, your stupid face, that eyes you used to stare at me and that disgusting laughter haass:D

SSSSCCCRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

i could hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me*

.u jin.

This asshole here rock my world! You are the best thing ever:)

it's you again

The picture of you and her would be perfect back then. i know it very well there will nv be a picture of us. NEVER!!! you loved her like you nv did to anyone i know and understand.

** The picture is too perfect to even forget **

[[you were everything i wanted]]
[[memories so close to me jus fade away]]

i've never felt worse den this.yvonne.

EUU...

ever since you came into my life everything changed completely
you've never left my mind since that day all the romance lasted
too short but thanks for completing my world i'll nv regret falling for you

:: memories is the only thing that last ::

:: YOU'RE THE MOST PERFECT ONE ::